Epiphany

I haven't typed silly things for a long time. So why not?

Well, to be honest, yesterday I broke down. Told you something had to give. Fortunately, I have a friend who would sit down by me and listen to everything that I had to say. My own personal psychiatrist as such.

There are so many many things that I hate about myself. And it was not until last night I realised the core of the problem - I hate myself.

It was one of those moments of dawning realisation. The keystone of the arch of all my woes. If I can break it the doorway will crumble. So inside the work began the moment I realised this. I have got to stop hating myself. I need to start accepting the fact that I have got good things and that I deserve some measure of good things too.

It sounds simple as always. Which is why I like it. But I'm a realist. I'm not out of the woods yet. But it's dawn and I think I just found a path.